Since I became part of a twosome, a large part of my happiness has stemmed from this twosome. I know its wrong but its how things have become. Our worlds have meshed together that at some point, I didn't know where one started and where one ended.
Something happened today that made me realize I need to change this. I need to create my own happiness and rely on myself. Yes, I am still part of a twosome but I need to ensure that I do things on my own and not get the other half to be there all the time.
It just doesn't work that way and if I keep expecting and hoping it will, I will just continue to hurt. I don't want to hurt anymore. I've hurt too much already in the past.
I just need to remember this.
"Don't look for happiness. Create it."
So in line with this, I will ....
1. read more books
2. write more
3. cross stitch
4. do street photography which I have been wanting to do
5. finish my scrapbooks
6. dance more
7. have more ME time :)