He had fun. We had fun. Family and friends were there. That's all that matters. =) Happy birthday! =)

blowing the candle the cake with BERKS and TWINS fooling around with Cha with his Mom He had fun. We had fun. Family and friends ...

He looked pretty happy. What do you think?

Happy birthday! =)

the gift forever partners He looked pretty happy. What do you think? Happy birthday! =)

Went out to buy some groceries and ended up taking silly pics with B. Lol.

Went out to buy some groceries and ended up taking silly pics with B. Lol.

on the way ... one of the toys giant Xmas tree ... at French Baker I had to go to MOA to get my iPOD and thought of bringing B ...

I don’t think I can ever be unfaithful to someone I love. I don’t see myself committing this act to someone I still have feelings for or I have feelings for. It’s just not me. It’s just not in me to do it.
Maybe this is why when this was done to me, it shattered my world and until now, I am left picking up the pieces. The last time someone betrayed me this badly was almost a year ago. The person who did that said that he thinks he has already made up for it, that we were quits.

I disagree.

I still feel hurt when I remember it. I still feel crushed when I remember the events that transpired. I still am shattered by it. No, we are not quits yet. No, we are not even. No, you have not made up for it. Trust is something that is so hard to build again, and less than a year is not enough time to build back something you just broke over something so superficial.

So why do I stay? Why do I let it go on? Simple really … it is because I love. And it is because of this love that eventually, I will be able to completely move on. Not now, not yet, but soon. I just need more time. I need more proof. I need more reassurance.

I hope it will be given. I hope it will be given without hesitation, without drama, without fights. And if not, if you are unable to, then please, the door is wide open - - just close the door gently when you leave and break me for the last time.

I don’t think I can ever be unfaithful to someone I love. I don’t see myself committing this act to someone I still have feelings for or I h...

Today was a day of mindless entertainment save for the latter part. I went home at around 7 am after a fun fun night hanging out with friends. When I got home, I slept till noon but made sure that I was up by lunchtime to spend it with family. Afterwards, we just basically hanged out at home. I tried to scrapbook but the creative juices needed was just not there and it didn't happen. I think I need my iPOD with me to get it going again.

I watched Dance Flick, The Rebound, and 500 Days of Summer. Dance Flick was so-so, The Rebound was charming, and 500 Days of Summer sorta met my expectations. It was a story about a boy meeting a girl, and not a love story. I love the intro part the most. LOL.

It was also the 1st time that I didnt' do much a text marathon. Hehe. It was kinda refreshing. I guess I am feeling more secure now.

However, I am obsessing about getting the Ericsson SATIO phone, iPOD speakers, and a laptop. I am so so so obsessing over it. Sigh.

So that's how my Sunday went. How did your Sunday go?

Today was a day of mindless entertainment save for the latter part. I went home at around 7 am after a fun fun night hanging out with friend...

I am overflowing
with love
with blessings
with happiness

I choose to be
in this state
and not that.

I want to overflow
with love
with blessings
with happiness.

I will it to happen
I want it to happen
I want to ...
overflow.

I am overflowing with love with blessings with happiness I choose to be in this state and not that. I want to overflow with love ...

the table the pica pica platter us the plate venti forever We just had a really good dinner at Sentro yesterday. It was su...

I have been truly, truly negative the last few weeks and it amazes me since I used to be this bubbly, positive, giddy person. Heck, I haven't even been able to blog anything good lately and that is just not acceptable. So now, I will write about some awesome things in my life to remind me AGAIN of how lucky I am.

1. supportive family
2. supportive friends
3. I still have work. STILL.
4. I got some interviews (hopefully I passed.)
5. I have a roof over my head.
6. I still get to eat food that I want, anytime I want.
7. I have J.
8. my brother has an awesome job and my other brother is graduating next
9. my lil sis is still on the top 3 honor list eventhough she's been studying on her own
10. my Mom and other family members are in good health

All in all, we are still pretty lucky if I may say so. Right?

I have been truly, truly negative the last few weeks and it amazes me since I used to be this bubbly, positive, giddy person. Heck, I haven&...

I have been playing nanny to my son for the past 4 days. I am literally at wits end. He has been clingy at best and a brat at worst. I have tried widening my patience and lengthening it but really ... I get tired too.

Yeah yeah I know some of you are thinking, well, you're a Mom. Yes I am a MOM but I am also human. I am not a robot who can be perky all she wants to be and not tire of it. I had him checked up yesterday and he was pretty fine save for a few coughs and a slight fever.

At the hospital, he was like a monkey who was just wrapped around me. Some of you may think it sweet but try having a 3 feet, 41lbs monkey wrapped around you for an hour and you just may sing a different tune.

I am just so tired from lack of sleep, worrying, and tending to B for almost 4 days straight. Please Lord, heal my son. Not even for me but just for him. PLEASE.

I have been playing nanny to my son for the past 4 days. I am literally at wits end. He has been clingy at best and a brat at worst. I have ...

Please pray he gets well real soon. Thanks.

Right now, there is only one thing I am certain of, and that is I am uncertain of how things will be at work. Do I want to be transferred to a new project? Do I want to be retrenched?

I have done all that is expected of me. I have applied internally and have been applying externally. I am thinking of going abroad and working there. I am thinking of living abroad. But I have so many questions in mind. I have so many things that I think about.

Right now, the only thing that I really am certain of, is that I am uncertain.

Right now, there is only one thing I am certain of, and that is I am uncertain of how things will be at work. Do I want to be transferred to...

Best letter ever!

Best letter ever!

So I am torn ... I just saw the newest Starbucks Planner for 2010 but I have also fallen in love with the Belle du Jour planner for 2010...

The past 4 days I have not been at work ... 1st day I was on SL because I was not feeling well ... the 2nd day I was on leave because it w...

I had dinner with the Berks last night and it was just one of those easy going nights ... conversation was smooth and of course, pictures were fun. Hehe ... I like moments like these.






Thanks Zell!

I had dinner with the Berks last night and it was just one of those easy going nights ... conversation was smooth and of course, pictures we...