Wednesday, November 27, 2019

waking up on the wrong side

Today, I woke up smiling and in the next minute, I was in rage.

Yes, it was that kind of a day.

It was a bad day ... a bad moment really and because I wasn't able to control my emotions, it turned into an awful moment and then it became hurtful words and sadly, a bad morning.

I hate feeling out of control. I hate it when I lash out especially when it's my son involved. I hate giving sermons in the morning because who wants to start their day on a bad note? I know my son never liked it and I can't blame him.


I talked with M and he said that I just need to control myself better. If it were that easy, wouldn't I have done it already?

I hate this feeling. I hate feeling out of sorts.

I hope I can make it up to my son later this week. I hope that even when I have bad moments like today, he knows, understands, and believes that I love him more than anything in this world and I just want what's best for him. I may not be able to relate it in the best manner possible but I hope he knows that everything that I do, it's all for him.

I really hope he sees that.

How about you Moms and Dads? Ever experience moments like this?

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Hi! Let's all try to add more positivity in this world and adhere to the saying, "if you don't have anything nice to say, keep silent."

Showering you with unicorn poop so you'd always stay magical! Heart heart!