waking up on the wrong side

Today, I woke up smiling and in the next minute, I was in rage.

Yes, it was that kind of a day.

It was a bad day ... a bad moment really and because I wasn't able to control my emotions, it turned into an awful moment and then it became hurtful words and sadly, a bad morning.

I hate feeling out of control. I hate it when I lash out especially when it's my son involved. I hate giving sermons in the morning because who wants to start their day on a bad note? I know my son never liked it and I can't blame him.


I talked with M and he said that I just need to control myself better. If it were that easy, wouldn't I have done it already?

I hate this feeling. I hate feeling out of sorts.

I hope I can make it up to my son later this week. I hope that even when I have bad moments like today, he knows, understands, and believes that I love him more than anything in this world and I just want what's best for him. I may not be able to relate it in the best manner possible but I hope he knows that everything that I do, it's all for him.

I really hope he sees that.

How about you Moms and Dads? Ever experience moments like this?

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