your smell ...

I held your shirt in my arms
I inhaled your scent and let it wrap around my senses
I smelled your scent
And I am lost again
Lost in the wonder of you.

You smell of hope
Of the walks that I would love to take with you
Of the dreams that we can build together
Of the plans that we can create and make happen.

You smell of pain
Of that walks that we never would take
Of the dreams that has been destroyed before it can even be made
Of the plans we can never create.

You smell of love
Of my heart shattering silently
Of my soul breaking without hesitation
Of my hands mending the broken pieces.

You smell of hope
You smell of paim
You smell of love
But sadly, you will never smell of me.