I didn't cry. Damn, I was so proud of myself for not shedding a single tear while we were together. I know that you didn't want me to cry for you or us. You told me that before and I made it a point to remember it.
I didn't cry; not until your car disappeared from
view that is. Then, I cried. I cried as I walked the few steps to my
house and when I kissed my Mom, I cried. I cried and she held me and she
said the words that I needed to hear. She said, "maybe it will work
out. Have faith."
day forward, this relationship of ours will rely on faith and faith
alone. I will need to remember that you promised me that you will do
what you can do remain faithful and to make this work. I need to believe
in your words for it is the only thing that I have from you.
today I kept saying that I needed to be ready for this to not work and
you were also saying the same thing but I realized, WE HAVE SOMETHING
SPECIAL. We have something that a lot of people only dream of.
in a coffee shop with you just talking, not realizing hours have
already passed ... simply enjoying each other's company and not getting
bored ... accepting each others quirks ... not changing each other and
letting the other grow, this is something that only a few have in the
world and I realized ... I DO NOT WANT TO LET THIS GO.
So instead of saying that we need to be ready to let each other go, I will say this.
bear, I will not let you give up on us so easily. I refuse to not have
faith. I will constantly remind you of how beautiful our love is, how I
will never hinder you from growing, and how I will constantly push you
to be better. When you are exhausted from working, I will be there to
cheer you on and remind you that you can get up the next day with
renewed energy. Should you feel that you have nothing to give anymore, I
will remind you that it is okay to rest for a little bit and then get
up again and face the world.
We will make this work
and when you feel like giving up, I will remind you of the good times
that we had as well as the bad for the bad made our bond stronger and
the good made our love grow more. When you feel like you have no more
love to give to me, I will love you for the both of us until you find it
in you to give love again.
BECAUSE THIS, what we have, IS WORTH IT. WE ARE WORTH IT.
today I did not say goodbye and you didn't as well because we know, we
both know deep down in our hearts that it is not goodbye ... it will
never be for the two of us ...
Till we meet again .... until then, take care of my heart as I take care of yours.
PS: I hope you liked how our day turned out. For me it was absolutely perfect.
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Hi! Let's all try to add more positivity in this world and adhere to the saying, "if you don't have anything nice to say, keep silent."
Showering you with unicorn poop so you'd always stay magical! Heart heart!