Sunday, September 7, 2014
its still you
It has been 1 year, 4 months, and 22 days since he left me. It has been that long since he and I are no longer officially together. It's been that long.
After all this time, its still him.
It's still you.
Apparently, I have found the one person that I truly love and I managed to lose that person. Yes, I managed to make this person fear me so much that he will always find a reason to not be with me.
I need to accept that. I am in the process of accepting that.
I told him this. I told him that I still love him and that I really believe I will always be in love with him. It's a fact. It's something that I need to accept as being true and live with.
I also accept that he will constantly find a way to replace me with someone else because as he said, he doesn't want to love me anymore. It hurts but I can't do anything about it since I have already done all I can possibly do.
Today is one of those days. Thankfully, just like you, I'll be busy with work in the coming days. Hopefully soon, I'll learn to compartmentalize once more. I still love you but I need to love me more.
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