Sorry, I never told you
All I wanted to say
Now its too late to hold you
Coz you've flown away, so far away
I know that you know that I love you and I treasure you. Still, I know that I should have hugged you more often and said those words right to your face. I never did. I took advantage of the fact that you would always be there. But you're not anymore. You went off to be with Em-Em and I know you're happy there in heaven. But we're hurting. So much.
Know that I love you. But a part of me hates you ... because you left us ... because it was so hard telling my cousin that you passed away and left us ... because you drank too much and so your liver failed ... how could you leave us? I hate you for hurting us so much ... you were too young ... we need you here with us ... your family needs you ...
It just hurts so bad. I miss you so much already. You were supposed to see your grandnephew next year. We were planning on visiting. Now, he'll just get to know you through pictures and the stories we will tell him. I convince myself to be happy that you're with Em already but it's hard.
I love you Uncle Soc. I'll see you when I get there.