Wednesday, November 15, 2006

bittersweet love

This is a series of love stories that happened to me. Enjoy the stories. Laugh and cry with me .. learn lessons ... and always remember that you should never give up on love, no matter how many times you got hurt.

I couldn't bring myself to do it. I felt so bad for him but I just couldn't go back to him, knowing there was nothing.

Then I met him. Let's call him V. I met V online. He was so intelligent. He blew me away with his knowledge of so many things. He was articulate, good looking, and he seemed perfect. He brought me a balloon with a stuff toy the first time we met up. I looked like something the cat dragged in and he was all dressed up, coming from a go-see. Yes, he was that good looking. He was being asked by a lot of people to model.

So we met up, and there was instant chemistry. It seemed he didn't care that I looked like a drenched rat. We had dinner and I ended up staying till about 11 pm at Starbucks with him, just talking and talking.

We met up a couple of times and I even told J about V. We were hanging out again a lil bit. J was still trying to get back with me but I told him that there was nothing anymore. And that it seemed to me that he was falling in love with my best friend KC. He denied it, they both denied it, but eventually it all came out. They hooked up already.

*scratches off KC and J out of my life*

Going back to V, we hooked up after only a month I believe. It was very sudden and I don't know if that suddeness contributed to the early demise of the relationship. As we were getting to know each other, I learned a lot of things about him that I didn't like.

Sure, he was helpful with a lot of things. Still, I felt that he never did appreciate me. I felt that he did not value me. I felt belittled by him. Eventhough he promised me that things would get better and that someday he hopes to make me the happies woman on this earth, I no longer believed him. Eventhough R (another story) kept telling me to give V another chance, I just couldn't anymore.

He thinks I cheated on him. Did I? He believes it. And so it ended. 4 months after it started, it ended.

But then, there was R.

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