I always thought that being friendzoned is one of the worst things that can happen to you. Its happened in the past before and it hurt but maybe because we were seeing each other for 8 months and he lead me on.
This time around, when I got friendzoned it didn't hurt so much. It did but only a little.
I liked him a lot more than I should have. Maybe it was right to like him, or maybe I liked him simply because we connected. Maybe I liked him because he helped me realized a few thing about me and about my life. I don't know why but I liked him. I really, really liked him.
I thought he liked me too but apparently, I really suck at this whole reading a guy thing. I thought he was into me because:
1. he would talk to me everyday.
2. he would explain when he doesn't get to for quite some time
3. he cooked for me
4. he and I connected and talked and talked and talked
5. we went out
Okay. I guess I just thought he liked me that way and when it was clear he didn't, it kinda hurt. It's a good thing though that we clarified it really early and now, we can be just friends.
Friendzoned. Sometimes, it can be a good thing.