Wednesday, October 4, 2006

love letter to you, my son

dear b,

today is just another ordinary day. i'm at work and you are at home, most probably sleeping because it's your naptime. how i wish i could be there to rock you to sleep. i love doing that except when you don't go to sleep immediately. then i put you down and we just play.

i'm not the best mom. at times i leave you with your yaya vangie and just watch my tv shows. understand that i need to do this at times so that i can be recharged and more ready to play with you and take care of you.

i love you so much baby. so much that at times, i still find myself crying when i look at you. so much that i still bargain with god to lend you to me for the next 75 years. i just don't know how i can live without you with me.

so know that eventhough i may not be the best mother, i will do my best to give you what you need and to give you all the love that i can.

i love you anak.


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