March 23, 2015

It's just a date but it manages to bring tears to my eyes. You see, this date is not just a date. This was supposed to be THE DATE. This was supposed to be THE DAY. This was supposed to be a triple celebration but it never happened ... at least not for me.

It is but a date to many but to me, it signified the end of all the hope that I had left, even the tiniest speck that managed to hide inside my heart and survived the beating that it took for the last 2 years or so. It was but a date ... but it meant so much more to me.

Now, its just another date ... next year, I hope that it wouldn't even have a significance anymore. Till then, I'll have to wipe the tears that still fall down my face and feel the pain I still feel here in my heart. Till then, I'd have to suck it up and put a smile on my face and hope that no one sees the pain hidden beneath. Till then, I'll have to keep my heart guarded at all times for I never ever want to give someone the power to hurt me this much again.


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Hi! Let's all try to add more positivity in this world and adhere to the saying, "if you don't have anything nice to say, keep silent."

Showering you with unicorn poop so you'd always stay magical! Heart heart!