It's been several months ... I finally saw you again and I deluded myself into thinking that you still feel the same for me ... that you care about me. I made myself believe that the laughter in your eyes were because of me. I made myself see what I wanted to see ... that I was special to you ... still special.
Now ... I feel you pulling away once more and it hurts me. Too much. I can't be hurt again. You can't make me smile like a fool and cry like a broken woman with just a snap of your fingers. I am not a toy.
You still mean everything to me, you're just not worth the fight anymore. I still love you, you're just not worth my tears anymore.If you were, you wouldn't make me cry and you would fight for me, for us, for this love. Till then ... till that happens ... you're just not worth the fight anymore.