Tuesday, April 10, 2012

in your eyes ... I failed

You and I are not on good terms right now. I said words, so did you.

I know that I do not live up to your standards. I don't think anyone will. You are ... superwoman. I can even barely lift myself. You are what every woman needs to be ... I barely fit what a girl should be. You are this and that ... I am .... just me.

I look up to you ... so much. This is why it hurts when you tell me I am a failure as a Mom. I know that I am. I lack in so many things ... and I barely measure up to you.

But know that I do what I can ... I try to do what I can.

I just wish you'd see that.

Maybe you do ... maybe you don't ... but I try. It's hard but I try. I TRY.

This thing that happened ... I will take it as an opportunity to be better. I don't know how ... I don't know what I need to do but I will be better.

I just wish that when it happens ... you'd see that.

I wish.


  1. It's so heartfelt. I always appreciate heartfelt post. Kinda touches the heart.

  2. Maybe you go out of your comfort zone, try new things that you don't usually do, go along with people who normally won't go with and from there you'll have a better perspective of life. Remember, every experience is a lesson in life. Don't box yourself to your comfort zone.

    I believe there are a lot of things that awaits you to be discovered and them waiting for you to enter in their horizon. Ang lalim lang noh..try mo lang pretty Kay.

  3. he'll see it, soon enough.....,as long as you know that you are struggling to do your best, that is more than enough :)


Hi! Let's all try to add more positivity in this world and adhere to the saying, "if you don't have anything nice to say, keep silent."

Showering you with unicorn poop so you'd always stay magical! Heart heart!