Sunday, October 23, 2011

munimuni # 71

This week, I have done a lot of things that I regret. Yes, I regret them. I won't go into much details but I know that what I did was wrong. I am happy to realize though that I still have my sanity in check and I know that remorse is always a good motivator to turn things around and right the wrongs that I made.


People always tell me to be this when I'm down and depressed. I know they are right, I know that what they say is right, but honestly, sometimes, I just want someone who will hug me and let me cry and allow me to break down. You see, I'm strong enough to break down because I know that afterward, I can pick myself up again. Sometimes though, plastering that smile on my face to look all happy and good  takes a toll.

I am not a quitter; not anymore.

I have also realized and accepted that everything happens for a reason. Everyone we meet, everyone we encounter, everyone we talk to ... its all happening for a reason.

I'm still a bit sketchy as to what I'm supposed to be but I know that it will involve being a better Mom to my son, a better daughter to my family, a better friend and coworker as well as a better person to the world.

Overall, I know I plan to be a better me.

1 comment:

  1. Kay, just to assure you, embrace yourself tightly because you are a beautiful creation of Him.

    If in the process, you're encountering inconveniences, just pick out the lesson and move on. Smile and say, I am strong I was able to get up. Cheers from a faraway friend Jay! Whewww!


Hi! Let's all try to add more positivity in this world and adhere to the saying, "if you don't have anything nice to say, keep silent."

Showering you with unicorn poop so you'd always stay magical! Heart heart!