They say that you haven't lived if you haven't loved. They say that you haven't loved if you haven't had your heart broken. They say that you have not lived a full life until you learn to love once again.
I truly believe in these words. I truly believe that it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. But the pain of losing, it kills you. It leaves a hollow feeling inside you. And you wonder, when will I be okay? Will I ever be okay? Will I learn to love again; to trust again? I know that I can love once more, I don't know if I can trust again.
How do you go back to believing that someone out there, somewhere, there is that one person who will not hurt you intentionally? Somewhere out there, there is that one person who will love you and accept you no matter what? How do you put your heart out for someone to just hurt and trust that they will not hurt you; that they will not trample on your heart and beat it to a thousand pieces?
Tell me. I want to know.