They say that when something that you truly believes in crumbles down in your face, it is hard to accept that failure. Sometimes you blame yourself eventhough you know you did everything you possibly could. Then you blame yourself for not being able to push yourself more. It's all blame blame blame.
I have been badly hurt. Scarred to the point where I don't think there is anything left in me to be hurt. Then I realize that with just a word or complete disregard, there is still a tinge of pain. So I can say that yes I have accepted what happened to us, where this all led to ... but I am still not completely over it.
Someday, I hope I will be.
Sometimes it just takes a long time to heal. Hopefully you will meet your soul mate soon.
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