Wednesday, September 10, 2008

the rain, feelings of melancholy, and moments

The rain always makes me feel a little bit melancholic. I don't know why but it just does. It brings about a certain sadness and I have no idea where it stems from. Some people I know says that rain represent hope for them since it washes away pain and all the problems of the past. Some people say it reminds them of happy childhood years. For me, it just brings about desires to be sitting down beside a window all bunched up in blankets and a fuzzy jacket drinking hot chocolate with mallows on top and reminiscing about sad memories. Weird huh?

Another thought that always come to mind is cuddling with someone while the rain pours heavily. I think I've done this several times in the past with exes but never looking out a window and just plain not talking but enjoying the moment. I don't know. It's a thing that I have. I kind of want it to happen. Its on my mental closet of "moments" I guess.

Talking about moments, here are some moments that I yearn to happen to me; I know some of them you can relate to.
  • middle of the street with sweet music playing, slow dance
  • in a concert, the artists dedicates a song to me from the guy I'm with
  • 18 random people giving me 18 random small gifts all from my guy
  • getting to the office to see some Care Bears stuff toy on my desk carrying small items that I like or collect
  • winning an iPod 40GB ... that would be so cool
  • getting a basket of After 9 chocolate ... this can only be bought at Santis and its so hard to get
  • to be serenaded once more
  • dinner by candlelight with bubbles going around
  • walking down the beach during sunset
  • being lifted and twirled around ... I'm kinda tall and heavy so it would be hard ... lol!
That's all I can think of for now. What moments do you yearn for?


  1. I think the above compilation is perfect for a lady like you......

  2. It rains 9-10 months out of the year around here so I'm use to it. But I have to admit, the sun does make me feel a lot better.


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