i lost me

I look at pictures of myself before and wonder
where did that girl go?
What happened to her?
When did she stop existing?

I look at pictures of myself before and wonder
will I ever be that happy again?
will I ever be that inlove
when did she stop believing?

I look at pictures of myself before and wonder
when will I get her back
when will I find her
when did she start losing her way?

I seem to have lost ... me.