Saturday, September 16, 2006

high school sweetheart - 3

This is a series of love stories that happened to me. Enjoy the stories. Laugh and cry with me .. learn lessons ... and always remember that you should never give up on love, no matter how many times you got hurt.

I can’t. It’s only now that I’ve learned to really let go of you, to let go of everything that there was between us. I loved you so much, more than I’ve ever loved anyone but I’ve moved on. You need to as well. You have a baby now. Be with them.
He left. I broke down.
We were together from 1995 to 1997 and he got married in 1999. But he never stopped visiting or calling till 2004. He’d drop by my house from time to time. This way, he got to meet all of my exes as well. Believe you me, it was an awkward moment. Or he’d call from out of the blue. He’d always ask me if I’m married already and I’d answer with a no. The last phone call he made to me was different though.
M: Hey! What’s up?
K: M, it’s 6am. Why are you calling me at 6am?
M: Oh sorry, its night here in New York.
K: You’re calling me from New York?!?!
M: Yeah, I missed you. I’ve been thinking about you.
K: Why?
M: Nothing. Uhm … So, you married?
K: Actually, yes.
Sheer silence ensued.
M: Oh, sorry. I’ll let you go now. Bye.
Then he sent me a text message saying: Sorry for hurting you before. I never meant to. I wanted to be your greatest love and instead, I caused you your greatest pain. I still love you and I always will, you know that. But I guess I need to let you go. You won’t hear from me anymore but I’ll always be here.
And so ends the story of my first love.

27 comments:

  1. Oh, tragic ending on the part of the man. That;s life. It's ok... God has given the best for you .

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  2. kinda sad.. but you have happy endings naman with your husband.. so its a good thing na din na hindi naging kayo.. (pwedeng pang-movie)

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  3. This is the end of the story? Hala baka may part 4. Crossroads ang title. You will never know... HAhaha kinilig ako!

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  4. Sad, yet memorable. God bless you!

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  5. wow, exes... parang ang dami ah... collection ba :) I thought only guys collected exes... hahaha anyway, the last call was kinda intriguing at best...

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  6. Awww that's heartbreaking. But also, he's too late the hero. I mean, really what's the point in hanging around and texting that message when he actually left and married someone else?

    Btw, off topic. I'm with you in defending Sumi in the group. I'm also a member of another blog group in FB and the admins also behave like that...tactless in their comments. That "respect" comment was really uncalled for. She could've just corrected the error without resorting to such assumptions.

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  7. That was Karma (I Think) on his part. But come to think of it, only a few end-up with their first love don't you think? ^_^

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  8. those were the days.. ang mga linyang, i will always love you! haist!

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  9. ouch! nakakasad na man ito. sorry to hear that it ended up like this. :(

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  10. How sad naman. Mahirap rin naman yung ginagawa niya not to let go eh. So I guess maybe for better rin yun.

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  11. wait tama ba pagkaintindi ko that the married part was made up because you want him to let go?

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  12. waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! the saddest of all love stories read from blogs..

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  13. Only a few end up with their first love..
    But I can't call them lucky one's..
    Sometimes stumbling along the way makes us a lot stronger,
    more with resolve and we could tell within ourselves that we have moved on with our lives.

    Thanks for droppin by! :)

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  14. you're still friends, thats what matters. Yahweh bless.

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  15. Thats ok, your first love doesn't always mean your best and greatest love right..look for the love He prepared for you...Good luck!

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  16. First love never dies talaga? :D Haha I guess he found it really hard to let go of his first love and so long as you were not yet married, he thought he still had a chance :)

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  17. Sad. First love never dies-- not true. Fortunately, sad is not forever.

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  18. awww this is really heart breaking.. tsk tsk T.T

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  19. awwwwww...shocks! Okay, more, more, more! me 4 pa ba?

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  20. Wow, I felt like I was watching a romantic movie... although not with a happy ending. Letting go must be really tough. But yes, we have to do it in order to move on. There is this quote that says, "You can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one." :-)

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  21. sad, almost all first love yata ends with a heartbreak...correct me if i'm wrong here...bitter? hehe ;)

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