7 years thrown away ....

We met in 2006. Your life was in tatters and mine was still okay, or so I believed. You even told me that it was because of me that your life turned around. I felt good about that. I was happy that I was a good contributor to your life. I thought that because of this, you would never betray me.

After all, why would you hurt the one person who made a great impact in your life and helped you get the so-called happy married life you have right now? I was wrong. I still don't know what happened or why you did it but you betrayed me, in the worst way possible.

You met him and then suddenly, we weren't friends anymore. I know you're not sleeping with him for he would never sleep with you but you just stopped being my friend. I don't understand. I simply don't get why meeting him made you stop being my friend.

You said that you were merely being friendly because you could "earn" from him. I don't get it. Why stop being my friend simply because you want to "borrow" his camera equipments. It seems so juvenile.

I can't wrap my head around the idea that you would throw away 7 years of friendship for "camera equipments?" Why??? And telling me that I shouldn't be worried since you guys only chat and that I should only worry when you guys see each other ... wow! That was simply something. I could not even believe you had the gall to say that to my face. The sheer nerve.

I wish I was evil enough to take a screenshot of it to show to your husband. I'm sure he wouldn't be too happy about it. Also, the relentless and pathetic "likes" and "comments" on his facebook profile while not getting any responses is just so pitiful. Simply pitiful.

I still don't understand why you stopped being my friend but I've let go now. You are not worth it. You are simply not worth it. 

I've blocked you now. I don't want to feel hatred or any negative thoughts. You are trash. Yes, you are trash. You belong in the trash and that's where you are staying as far as I'm concerned.