One thing I realized as I pondered about my life is that everything is a choice. Seriously. When we get upset, when we go pyscho, when we become negative, and when we are downright pessimistic, its because we choose to be one.
Same goes for when we are happy, we are perky, cheerful, positive, and the like, its because we choose to be one as well. It's always a choice. When we say I have no choice, that already is us choosing to believe that we do not have a choice.
So from this day on, I will make a conscious effort to choose my attitude. I know its going to be hard ... I know it's going to take a lot of effort ... but I can do this. I choose to do this.
So help me God.