just talk ...


In any gathering, I'm almost always the one you'd find telling stories and making people laugh. It's not because I'm an attention whore (contrary to popular belief) but because I just want to make sure that everyone in that party or gathering is comfortable and having a good time.

I am an open book when it comes to my life. I tend to share but what people don't know is that I may share a lot but I don't really share the things that matter so much to me. I share only what I want to share. I share what I can share. I share what they want to hear.

Sometimes though ... I wish that I have someone I can just talk to ... in person. I already have someone whom I can talk to on the phone and to this person, I am very grateful but its different if you see the person and hang out while lamenting.

Sometimes ... I just need someone to talk to. Someone who will not judge me nor tell me what to do unless I  ask them for their opinion. I just need someone to talk to because ....

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4 comments:

  1. Me too. I tend to keep things bottled up inside of me. I hope you feel better soon.

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  2. I'll feel better soon. Thanks Ken

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  3. What a timely post. I'm feeling the same right now. I remember your suicide attempt in the past. Sometimes, I think I feel like just giving up, but I don't have the guts to kill myself.

    Kay...

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  4. thats good to know ... you should never do what I did ... it was wrong ...

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