Monday, November 21, 2016
oh Mondays ...
This Monday was not so kind to me or perhaps, the proper thing to say would be that it caught my off guard. It hit me with a jab that went straight for the jaw and it hurt. It hurt a lot. I think this is the most I cried this year. I just couldn't stop the tears from falling.
I guess it just got to me ... thinking that things were alright and realizing that what I thought was okay was apparently not. Sometimes, its just tiring having to deal with other people's negativity and envy. I always get told, be the bigger person, be the better person, rise above, transcend and ignore but sometimes, you just can't.
So there. My Monday morning was like this and then afternoon came and I felt better. I hope this week wouldn't be this pattern because it can be quite tiring crying for 3 hours.