do not feel

Do not smile
his sweet hi was not meant for you
do not give off that impish grin
you were never on his mind the same way
he has been on yours.

Do not dream
his dreams have never included you
do not think of what could be
coz you have never been part of his what ifs
and he will just be what could have been for you.

Do not laugh
his love will never be yours to share
do not start believing in your hopes
you were never more than a friend
and he will always be more to you.

Do not feel
To feel is to hurt yourself
do not continue loving him coz
you will never be loved in the same way
that you will continue to love him.

Do not love.
I beg you
Do not feel.