Stapler ka ba?

One of the reasons I don't like letting people in is because I easily get attached. Yes, I am a stapler and when I let people in my world, I want to keep them in. It's not a bad thing right but most of the time, they leave. As with any stapler, when you take off the staple, it leaves a mark.

They leave but they leave their mark with me and it hurts.

See, when I make the decision to let you in my world, it means I've already started planning things in my head of where we can go, what we can do, and I have visions of the two of us staying together. No, I don't mean come to off like a psycho or a creep. It just means that I like you already and I see something in the future with us which is why I've let you in my world.

However ...

but if you can't ...

because not knowing where I stand and waiting for something that might not happen is the worst feeling in the world.  Mahirap maging stapler sa mundo ng pabilisan ng pagtanggal ng feelings.