Thursday, July 30, 2009

i don't want you to go

As the song goes ...

Here I am
Alone and I don't understand
Exactly how it all began
The dream just walked away
I'm holding on
When all but the passion's gone

And from the start
Maybe I was tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' my heart
Things can fall apart but I know
That I don't want you to go

Things were not okay. Things have not been smooth sailing the past month or so. Yet, I wanted to be with you. I wanted to work things out. I have not been the best person to be with, but I tried to be one. Eventhough I was so broken, I tried to be whole. I wanted it to be okay.

Amidst all the spats and the fights, I was still happy because you were there. You made me happy. I think I was not able to return the favor.

I thought we could survive anything. I thought wrong. You chose her over me. I have to accept that your friend mattered more than I did. It hurts so much but I need to accept it.

Thank you ... thank you for putting me in my place.

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