Maybe its the fact that I am turning 30 next Saturday ... maybe its the weather (gloom, doom, thunder, and the rain) or maybe its just a mood swing but I suddenly find myself feeling a wee bit down. I find myself contemplating on a lot of things and something that a friend of mine said to me earlier lingered.
" You have been through the highest of highs, the lowest of lows, but all through it all, you remain standing and strong."She was right. I have been to ground zero, digging deeper and I have also gone through really high points in my life. No matter how much of a roller coaster it is, I am lucky to never forget that amidst all the the twist and turns, the highs and the lows ... it will all pass. Yes, it will pass and sooner or later, I will end up to where I should be.
For now, I will wallow in this sadness that I feel. I will not stop myself from experiencing it so that when happiness comes, I will have a deeper appreciation of it.
I just hope it will pass soon.