contemplating in the rain

Its raining heavily outside, the wind is gushing and wrapping me in its embrace. I feel comforted and safe. I know that there are people who have no protection against this weather and I feel blessed to be under a solid roof with the people I love safe and sound.

The rain has always had an effect on me. It makes me reminisce and think back. It lets me contemplate on things that I normally would shut out of my mind. Rain and hot chocolate are my favorite when I want to think and mull things over.

Right now, what is on my mind is that I should pull back, I need to pull back. I need to do this for my own sanity, for my hearts sake. I just wish that when I see him, I can pull back and not be sucked in again. I might not survive another.

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  1. If you live in Portland, Oregon, you'll be able to reminisce ten months out of the year. We call it liquid sunshine.