The first time is always memorable. First love, first kiss, first heartbreak, first date, first job, first crush, first salary. Everyone remembers the first though not all relish it.
I am about to go through another first. In a few weeks time, I will be living on my own (of course my son is going to be with me but you get my drift.) I will be solely responsible for the rent, the electricity, the water bill, phone bill, dsl, cable, et al. I will be officially welcomed to the world of grown ups and see my name on a billing statement for the first time (credit cards don't really count LOL!)
I feel like a virgin all over again. LOL!
It's scary but exciting. I know that I can make it but its that first step that kinda wigs me out. I'm so thankful for the people around me who have been continuously cheering me on, telling me that I can do it. Thanks Vida, Flare, Arnie, and of course J. And thanks to my brothers who in their own ways are always there.