In every relationship that ends, there is always that one party that hurts more ... that won't let go or can't let go ... the one that is being left behind and the one whose heart is crushed more than the other. With every relationship that ends, there is that one person that always says ...
When everyone's perfect, can we start over again?
To my first love ... can we start over again? Can we actually make the jump from friends to lovers? Can we finally take the risk since eventhough we didn't make the jump, we still lost each other in the process. I wish we had, perhaps we'd be together and if not, then at least we gave it a try.
To the first guy who broke my heart into a million pieces ... is there anything left for us to start over? You were confused and in the midst of that confusion, you tore my heart into tiny pieces and until now, there are pieces missing. Perhaps it is with you in New York? I guess you will always have a piece of my heart for you were the first one to show me the highs of falling in love and the lows of falling out of love. It took me 7 years to really get over you por maybe just convince myself that I am over you.
To the one that got away ... I wish that when we bumped into each other a year ago, we could start over again. I was ready for you, unlike before. However you are no longer ready for me and you have met someone who was when you were. We keep seeing each other in the wrong timeline.
To the funny man ... I woder if you'd ever say yes to starting over again when everyone's perfect. Honestly, I don't even know if I'd say yes to it. There are days I think of you and wonder how you are. I wonder what I would if we bump into each other. What if you were single and we see each other again? Can we start over again? Should we start over again? I do not know.
The playgrounds they get rusty and your
Heart beats another ten thousand times before
I got the chance to say
I miss you
Maybe this was possible ... if only we were a little braver ... but we weren't ,,,, and now that I am ... you aren't.