up, down, back,front

This week has been truly challenging for me. It gave me time to step back and think things over.

Should I stay in the company I'm working in? Should I just let go? Do I want them to keep me? Do I want them to let me go? Is it really worth fighting for or is everything that has happened telling me to just let it go?

At times, it all seems so confusing and I feel the need to escape though I know that I cannot. And with all these comes the realization that at times like these, I really need to leave everything to God's will.

What has happened in your life recently?