the architect

They say that architects design things and they make things even more beautiful. This must be true because when you stepped inside my world, things suddenly started looking a lot better. I found myself smiling more and just being more positive. I was okay before you came into my life but when you came in my life, you added a bit of stardust and things just started looking more glittery and shiny.

Kind of like the smile that I wear these days.

However, it is a little bit too early and we have just been seeing each other for roughly 4 weeks now so I know that it is too soon to really make a judgement but you see ...


There I go again, smiling like a dolt and I can't stop it. When we message each other, the smile just sprouts on my face and people have been noticing which actually really, really makes me feel like this:


I think that you too are scared because there's just this chemistry between us and it's so palpable that people can actually touch it when we are together. Even though the two of us are extremely busy, we have managed to talk to each other even when we are countries apart or there's no internet. You make time and in return, I make time as well.


Perhaps it is because we have shared so much of each other that I feel like a part of me knows a part of you and sometimes, that small part of me wants to clarify what we really are, where this is leading, and if we're exclusive or not. I know you're only seeing me but I don't know if I should only see you or if I should keep my doors open because I don't know what you really want with me.


I'm trying so hard to be untangled and what not but you draw me in and you just keep pulling forward and sometimes I love it but sometimes, I get confused. I wish I could ask you what you plan with us so I know what path we are taking. You see, I have a path in mind for us.


So there .... I just don't know if I can ever say these to you personally. It's a good thing you don't read my site. It feels good to vent here and know that it's a perfectly safe spot.

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12 comments:

  1. It is about making time. We do choose how to use our time.

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  2. Thanks for sharing those words. I love the line " It's not about having time. It's about making time." Though it may convey similar meaning to others but when you really understand what it means you will realize that the word "having" and "making" is very different

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  3. I hope everything works out! I'm glad you have a spot where you can share your feelings.

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  4. what a beautiful and touching post. i love this quotes. very magical like

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  5. I hope the connection continues to get stronger between you both and your love interest shares his/her feelings with you, too.

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  6. I like the strings one, it made me laugh. Isn't that always the way?

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  7. Enjoy every stage of the growing relationship. That's what you don't want to miss out on.

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  8. Making time! We make time for the things that are important to us so we should never forget that

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  9. This is very deep! Hopefully, you guys can iron it out. For sure a more open communication or something like that could help. All the best!

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  10. I can't help but to feel so kilig upon reading this. I'm happy for you Ms. Kathy and I hope he's the one for you. See you soon! :)

    Mhaan | www.mommyrockininstyle.com

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  11. All the best with your relationship. I find that as I'm getting older I'm more protective of my time!

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Hi! Let's all try to add more positivity in this world and adhere to the saying, "if you don't have anything nice to say, keep silent."

Showering you with unicorn poop so you'd always stay magical! Heart heart!