my heart fluttered ...

It's been a while since this happened to me. It's been a year actually. The last time I felt my heart flutter was over a year ago and it was quite shocking ... to feel that small fluttering ... that small awakening.

Should I run? Should I hide? Should I stop all communications and block this person?

These were the first thoughts that went into my head soon as I felt that little movement. After all, I have gotten used to being on my own. I have gotten used to not answering to anyone except my Mom. I have gotten used to being alone and not being part of a duo.

Would I be okay if there's someone in my life? Am I ready? Should I go for it? Is it worth it?

I do not know the answers to this. What I do know is that when he looked at me, I felt giddy. When he stared, I felt like one of those girls in a romantic movie scene. When he held my hand, I had to exert all effort to take it away because it wasn't right ... it wasn't time.

I do not know what the future holds with this guy ... all I know is that tonight ... after a year of being silent ... my heart fluttered.


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8 comments:

  1. Awww, I'm so happy for you! That is an amazing feeling.

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  2. That is so sweet! I remember when I met my husband for the first time. I had the same fluttering heart. There are times he still makes my heart flutter. Wishing you all the best!

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  3. Oh, this reminds me the first date I and my hubby have. My heart is really fluttering!

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  4. I think you need to follow your heart. It's an overly cheesy advice but..it's totally true. It fluttered for a reason!

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  5. I hope it fluttered for a good reason!! I went through this in February and it has been amazing ever since! Follow your hear!

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  6. You'll never find out if you don't take a chance, so it's better to see what happens next. You might regret it when you let this one pass.

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  7. nice kilig story. i've been married for 8years and been together for years before that. i am jsut happy that i am married now but sure is it is also nice to feel those kilig moments. goodluck sis!

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  8. Ahh that fluttering feeling. I haven't had it in a while but I remember it well.

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