If I could ask the men who have been a part of my life in one way or another, I would ask this ...
MU, why did you go back to her even though it was me you still love? Why did you stay with her when every year after we broke up, you would visit me in the middle of the night or show up when I had someone new? Why didn't you just come back to me?
RA, why was I not enough for you? I gave you everything and you just took it all and abused me in ways no man should ever abuse a woman. I was willing to spend the rest of my life with you. I just wasn't ready to be killed by you.
VM, why? Why did you break up with me but 2.5 years later, you're still around ready to help me at the drop of a hat? Why are you still my knight in shining armor? Do you still love me or is this all just guilt for breaking my heart?
Why? Why did you do this to me? Why did I let you? Why am I letting you?