munimuni # 81

Why hello there! It's been a couple of weeks I think. A lot has happened in the past couple of weeks. Yep, that seems to be the trend in my life lately. A lot of things happening and changing the landscape that I know to be of my life.

Last week I was taping for my first (and hopefully not the last) guesting on a TV show with GMA News TV called Poptalk. I was the "expert" food blogger and though I'm not really much of an expert, I can honestly say that I did my best and gave my opinion as honestly as possible. I had so much fun and I met Gian Magdangal who is one of the nicest showbiz personality that I have ever met.

We ate so much that day that it did not feel like a cheat day at all but a cheat month. Today, I'm going back to Mezza Norte again to do more food reviews. Agh!

I've also been able to FINALLY secure a job and I am signing the contract tomorrow. Yippeeee! After a month of looking for a job, I finally got one and I am starting on June 10. I know that my life will change with this new work.

I'm going back on night shift and though I said that I never would, well, things change eh? I need a job and this is a great opportunity. I'm back to being a Team Leader which I excel at and it pays quite well. Best part is that it has incentive programs which would help me save up for my new goal which is to get my own place next year.

FM and I had seen each other a couple of times. It feels like we've even gone out on a couple of "dates" or so I think. I'm not quite sure. He did call me his date that last time we met up but with FM one never really knows. I don't want to assume anything. There is nothing to assume anyway. He's a ... friend; that's what he said anyway. We're friends now.

I'm making plans on how I can get back in shape. I plan to go swimming, working out in a gym, and walking a lot more. I plan to join the Zumba classes at work and I know that I just need to survive the next 4 weeks of my life and then I'll finally be able to get back on track.

Life has derailed me pretty badly since April 16 when I lost a lot of the people and things that mattered to me. I'm thankful I'm slowly picking up the pieces. I'm thankful that I am getting to that stage that FM said I should be in. Functioning, moving about life, and doing what I have to ... not fully happy but able to function. I feel that I am at that stage now. I'm not fully happy because there are missing persons in my life but I'm living. Right now, this is the best that I can do and I accept it.

As I've always said in the past, you cannot force someone to be with you when they don't want to.