on the outside looking in ...

Sometimes, I wonder if you are talking to me ... or if I'm just eavesdropping.
self portrait taken today at 3:18 PM 
I was watching Wang Fu's When Five Fell and there was a line that struck a nerve in me. Sometimes, I feel that he is talking to me when he posts something. Sometimes, I believe that he makes those post to communicate with me still ... but lately, I feel like I'm just eavesdropping. I feel like I'm listening in on a conversation that is really not meant for my ears to hear or a letter that my eyes are not meant to read.

It's hard, being on the outside looking in. You can see the festivity and what's happening but you know you are not part of it because you're not allowed to be part of it. Your invitation has been revoked.  You are no longer invited. Not anymore.

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