I spoke to someone today whom I respect and asked for advice and she told me, "Trust him Kay. Full trust." These words reverberated in my mind again and again and I realized that I really should do what she said.
In the past, I was able to do this without a second thought. It was just due to the ex who hurt me over and over again and cheated on me again and again that I learned not to trust entirely. Still, I've been with J for almost 20 months and not trusting him fully has not gotten me anywhere good.
I think I really should give this whole trusting thing a chance. He's worth it. I know he is.
So to you J, though you do not read this ... I am trusting you with the most important thing I have ... my heart. Please don't shatter it ... for you will shatter me.
It's scary .. so scary ... but I believe that it will be worth it ... it has to be ...
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Hi! Let's all try to add more positivity in this world and adhere to the saying, "if you don't have anything nice to say, keep silent."
Showering you with unicorn poop so you'd always stay magical! Heart heart!