So I was having this conversation with a friend of mine and we were talking about our paranoia that was severely insane because it had no basis whatsoever except in our freaky minds that was convincing us to go ballistic when we really shouldn't ... He finally realized how crazy we were and as I was rounding up my silliness by telling myself some affirmations, he called me an etsoserang palaka which is really funny except when I try to convert it to English, I fail. An etsoserang palaka is like a woman who tries to convince herself that she's just being stupid and all that but fails miserable but still forges on and makes herself believe. Now turn the woman into a frog but have her do the same thing over and over again.
Do you get it now? I hope so.
So there we were, two pathetic whiny creatures who get the reassurance we need from each other and we just end up laughing coz its really crazy you know. Our better halves are at home, sleeping soundly, totally innocent and we're just paranoid freaks.
Sheesh. We really should slap each other. LOL.