I woke up earlier with a sudden realization. I have been really depressed the past day and I took it out on two people who matter to me a lot. What the hell was I thinking? What is wrong with me? Why do I need to go down that low end of the spectrum and wallow in self pity and hurt people that I love?
Darn. My head is out of the clouds now but I wonder how much damage I have inflicted? I hope that I can still fix it.