I'm not really. I just want to be. I want to be jaded so that I won't feel hurt anymore. I want to be jaded so that I won't believe in love anymore. I refuse to believe in love. It's not real anyway. People always leave.
People always cheat. They cheat to satisfy a need; a hunger within them. Even when you try to be what they want you to be, it just doesn't happen. They will always want something new. They will always want something different. They will get tired of eating the same food over and over again.
But a relationship or a commitment is not the same as food. It shouldn't be like that. It should be about value and respect for the other person. It shouldn't be that I am sick and tired of having the same food, I need to taste another.
I really hope that soon, I will be jaded. I think I'm safer that way.
I am jaded. I believe that all guys cheat. That's just sad. =(
ReplyDeleteSo sorry. You deserve better. And I hope you never become jaded. Life is full of up's and down's and you would miss the up's if you only focused on the down's.
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